Friday, April 18, 2008

The Song Remains The Same....

As I sit here typing this post, my soulmate is closing on his brand new house. Next week-end is the big move. Everything I’ve been dreading is approaching faster than I would like.

I found it to be very ironic that I was woken out of bed at 5:30 this morning by a 5.2 earthquake. Literally! The fact that we NEVER have that kind of event where I live, was just the icing on the cake. It was the epitome of how I feel….my whole life getting shook up! Crazy how things work out.

I know I haven’t posted in well over a month. I just haven’t had anything to say. I’m trying to numb my heart…my body….my mind….from all the things that are constantly rolling around in my brain. I’m just tired. There’s nothing I can do but accept the changes in my life and move on.

There is a lot more that I want to say, but I just don’t have it in me right now to type it. I just wanted everyone to know that I’m alive, and that I WILL survive…..even if it breaks my heart.