Friday, January 13, 2006

I Had Another Ephiphany......Sorta

I finally put a face on that feeling I get in the pit of my stomach somtimes. The best way to sum it up is this:
It is those moments when I realize that the rest of my life isn't going to be what I thought it was.
And it scares the livin' hell outta me.

11 Comments:

Blogger SkyeBlue2U Opined...

unhuh.

January 13, 2006 4:59 PM  
Blogger cityman05 Opined...

Life is what happens when we are making plans.

January 13, 2006 5:05 PM  
Blogger Snaggle Tooth Opined...

Think ya got the power to command your life in this society?
We control so very little... it's what ya do with what ya get!

January 13, 2006 6:01 PM  
Blogger chrishuron9280 Opined...

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January 14, 2006 3:09 AM  
Blogger Neo Opined...

Jen - Ha! You just figured that out? LOL

Where you asleep at the wheel?

*hugs*

Peace,

- Neo

January 14, 2006 11:01 AM  
Blogger cityman05 Opined...

City workers are much more interesting than park rangers. Don't do it Jen!!!! LOL.

January 14, 2006 11:21 AM  
Blogger Ellen Opined...

I have to agree with Snaggle on this one. Control only goes so far, the rest is happenstance and how you deal with it. Someone who's life was falling apart once told me that it wasn't that she could change things... only her reaction to it. Not easy... not at all, but it does come a little easier when you get even older.
Mostly that's because you become a little less shocked by things, and learn to roll with the punches better.
The best thing you can do is make as many friends as possible and have a great support system. If nothing else, you can always fall back on that when the going gets tough. True friends never leave great friends behind.

January 14, 2006 12:15 PM  
Blogger SkyeBlue2U Opined...

I see the park ranger is making the rounds.

January 14, 2006 4:33 PM  
Blogger CitySoul Opined...

oh J...I think you named mine also.

January 14, 2006 8:43 PM  
Blogger Cowboy Opined...

Oh. My. Hell.

That's exactly how my past week has been going! I know life is what we make of it, but there are some things in it that are just beyond my control. And it's a pisser to consider how things might just play out...

Am I being vague enough?

I can't believe you got spammed by the juicyfruit ranger. He was my very first spam.

January 16, 2006 6:27 PM  
Blogger Jinsane Opined...

Guys: Sorry it's taken me so long to respond to your comments, but I was off yesterday for MLK Day.

It's not a matter of just figuring this out - it's just that I was so happy to finally put a name on that anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach some days.

I like not knowing sometimes where my life is going. The whole point of this post was just my reactions to the end of my marriage, nothing else.

January 17, 2006 10:09 AM  

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