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Friday, January 13, 2006
I Had Another Ephiphany......Sorta
I finally put a face on that feeling I get in the pit of my stomach somtimes. The best way to sum it up is this:
It is those moments when I realize that the rest of my life isn't going to be what I thought it was.
I have to agree with Snaggle on this one. Control only goes so far, the rest is happenstance and how you deal with it. Someone who's life was falling apart once told me that it wasn't that she could change things... only her reaction to it. Not easy... not at all, but it does come a little easier when you get even older. Mostly that's because you become a little less shocked by things, and learn to roll with the punches better. The best thing you can do is make as many friends as possible and have a great support system. If nothing else, you can always fall back on that when the going gets tough. True friends never leave great friends behind.
That's exactly how my past week has been going! I know life is what we make of it, but there are some things in it that are just beyond my control. And it's a pisser to consider how things might just play out...
Am I being vague enough?
I can't believe you got spammed by the juicyfruit ranger. He was my very first spam.
Guys: Sorry it's taken me so long to respond to your comments, but I was off yesterday for MLK Day.
It's not a matter of just figuring this out - it's just that I was so happy to finally put a name on that anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach some days.
I like not knowing sometimes where my life is going. The whole point of this post was just my reactions to the end of my marriage, nothing else.
Love is INSANITY. You lose yourself, you have no power over yourself, & you are at your most vulnerable. We are never so defenseless against suffering as when we love, and never so forlornly unhappy as when we have lost it. We are all born for love, as it is the principle of existence. Just remember that when the light has sharply faded & you've lost your way, it's another's love that will guide you. So, convince your ego and your mind that if you want a happy life, love is more important than anything else!
10 Comments:
unhuh.
Life is what happens when we are making plans.
Think ya got the power to command your life in this society?
We control so very little... it's what ya do with what ya get!
Jen - Ha! You just figured that out? LOL
Where you asleep at the wheel?
*hugs*
Peace,
- Neo
City workers are much more interesting than park rangers. Don't do it Jen!!!! LOL.
I have to agree with Snaggle on this one. Control only goes so far, the rest is happenstance and how you deal with it. Someone who's life was falling apart once told me that it wasn't that she could change things... only her reaction to it. Not easy... not at all, but it does come a little easier when you get even older.
Mostly that's because you become a little less shocked by things, and learn to roll with the punches better.
The best thing you can do is make as many friends as possible and have a great support system. If nothing else, you can always fall back on that when the going gets tough. True friends never leave great friends behind.
I see the park ranger is making the rounds.
oh J...I think you named mine also.
Oh. My. Hell.
That's exactly how my past week has been going! I know life is what we make of it, but there are some things in it that are just beyond my control. And it's a pisser to consider how things might just play out...
Am I being vague enough?
I can't believe you got spammed by the juicyfruit ranger. He was my very first spam.
Guys: Sorry it's taken me so long to respond to your comments, but I was off yesterday for MLK Day.
It's not a matter of just figuring this out - it's just that I was so happy to finally put a name on that anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach some days.
I like not knowing sometimes where my life is going. The whole point of this post was just my reactions to the end of my marriage, nothing else.
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