Takin' It Easy...

So...I was laying in bed last night thinking about how I'm going to go about explaining the three most important things I will ever post about....and then it hit me. I'm going to write a short one about myself first. There is no way in hell that I will ever figure out my relationships with other people, and what went wrong in them, until I know who in the hell I am. I know my 100 list should have helped me out with that...and it did...but I also want to write it in a way that all of my blog buddies will understand. Because I really want you to know the whole story. If I don't give that to you, than your comments and suggestions aren't really true....know what I mean?

So, I laid awake until about 2:30 a.m. and had this awesome dialogue going on in my head. When my alarm went off this morning, I couldn't remember a damn thing I wanted to say. I'm going to go on a smoke break and write some stuff down. I'm scared....but I really need to do this. I feel like I've been treading water since February....and my arms are tired.