Tuesday, November 22, 2005

I'm a FruitCake!

First, I wanted to start off by saying "Thank You Guys" for all of your support! I just now got to work (it's almost 2:00 p.m.) and I couldn't believe all the encouragement. I didn't go back and reply to all of the comments, because there were so many. So, I just wanted to give you all a "shout out"! Can you feel the love?
I had a melt-down last night and scared my step-daughter so bad that she called the police. I was just hysterical! Because a call was made, they had to take me to the hospital for an evaluation. I was so embarassed! I mean, I am upset and all, but I'm not nuts! I felt so bad for scaring her like that. It was a total misunderstanding. A BIG one!
I got down there at about 4:30 a.m. (in my pajamas, no less) and it was just awful.
I didn't get out of there until after 11:00 a.m. today.
I tell you what, if I wasn't crazy when I got there, I sure am now! I was sitting there thinking, "Can't a person just have a bad day?"
I'm feeling better now, except for the lack of sleep and a killer headache.
I'm sure I'll bounce back. I always do.
Again, "Thanks Guys" - your words of love and support mean more to me than you can possibly imagine.
Love,
Your Very Own Nut Job!

11 Comments:

Blogger SkyeBlue2U Opined...

What an expirence! :o

November 22, 2005 2:30 PM  
Blogger Snaggle Tooth Opined...

All cakes aren't of equal quality! Sorry to hear ya had such a wild night. I'm a straight face in the storm too. Just don't allow myself to panic, but I've seen alot a stuff!

It could be worse,
he coulda tried to drive the jeep through the livingroom where your kids were sleeping... (like my ex did...) Some guys, who keep getting violent or destroying property really do need the restraining order to wake up.

I don't know why some guys take it into their head to punish the woman, making her as miserable as possible, like just the break-up itself isin't bad enough! Gotta throw little tizzy-fitz! Too bad your step-daughter got so concerned for you, maybe you could've talked to her more about what happened, so she could understand police weren't needed... just a suggestion.
Go home n get alot of make-up ZZZ's
good luck!

November 22, 2005 2:54 PM  
Blogger Jinsane Opined...

Skye: It was a definite eye-opener. That's a place I NEVER want to be again.

Snags: It's been a wild ride! I'm usually always composed. The late eight months just hit me all at once yesterday. I'm OK though - I always am. I just had a "moment". And one that will forever be embedded in my brain. There were some real "crazies" down there today and I don't want to become one of them. ;o)

XOXO

P.S. I can't wait to go to sleep. LOL

November 22, 2005 3:53 PM  
Blogger TwistedPain Opined...

I'll give you a shoulder to lean and nap on if you promise not to drool down into my collarbone.

November 22, 2005 4:25 PM  
Blogger Ellen Opined...

Hang tight, Jen. If you start doing things that are even percieved as crazy, he'll use that against you at some later time. It never really matters that he busted up your place, you being in the slammer will hold more weight against everything else. Remember, he's pushing buttons... the last step most people do when they know they can really hurt you.

November 22, 2005 7:06 PM  
Blogger Neo Opined...

Jen -Anytime, try to relax. I was worried about you when you didn't pop back in. I had a feeling something wacky happened. Glad they didn't 302 ya.

*hugs*

November 22, 2005 7:07 PM  
Blogger JAX Opined...

Of course you broke down. Don't discredit yourself. You have been going through so much your poor thing. I'm glad you're ok.

November 22, 2005 10:28 PM  
Blogger Kelso Opined...

Sorry you had to go through that. I don't know if I would handle it as well as you have.

Take care and catch up on the missed out sleep!

November 22, 2005 10:30 PM  
Blogger Chitney Opined...

Yikes, that must've been a stressful experience. I actually know about it from work (I teach kids recovering from major mental illnesses, so many of them have gone through emerg at some recent point). From what I've heard, it's a pretty bewildering experience. I'm glad you braved it out and are here to tell about it (and candidly, I must say!). Good for you--I'm proud of you!!

November 22, 2005 11:28 PM  
Blogger SquirmsteR Opined...

I am sorry that you had to go through something like that girl!! No one should ever have to go through anything like that...EVER!! At least you came out of it ok! If you ever need someone to talk/vent to, I'm here. I hope that you don't ever have to go through that or anything similar again. (The situation that you are in is bad enough!! You don't need more salt in that wound) Good luck through all of this girl, keep your head up, and just do you and you should be fine! Again, I am so sorry to hear about all that you went through. My thoughts are with you girl.
~Squirm

November 23, 2005 8:50 AM  
Blogger Jinsane Opined...

Twisty: I have been known to drool, but not while I'm sleeping. LOL

Ellen: I'm holding as tight as I can. I know that everything happens for a reason and I'm trying to stay positive. I just hate that it's during the holidays. They aren't going to be very "merry" for me.

Neo: I'm alive and well. Maybe I need another drinking challenge!

Jax: Thanks for the sweet thoughts. I really appreciate it.

Kelso: I definitely caught up on my sleep last night. I think I got about 14 hours' worth. ;o)

Chit: Thanks...I'm glad somebody's proud of me. And, thanks for the birthday wishes.

Squirm: I trying to hold on. I'm fine one minute and freaking out the next...but I'm sure it will get better each day. Thanks for thinking of me.

November 23, 2005 9:58 AM  

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