Half-Nekkid Thursday - State of Mind Edition
My state of mind differs with every second.
One minute I truly believe that everything is going to be OK.
Five seconds later, I feel overwhelmed with despair.
One minute I truly believe my luck is going to change.
Five seconds later, reality sets in and I realize that I'm just not a lucky person.
One minute I truly believe that I'm cared for and have a "few" good friends.
Five seconds later, I realize that I really am all alone in this world.
One minute I truly feel like giving up.
Five seconds later, my heart & pride take over and I realize that giving up is not an option!!
Today is a new day!!!!
Happy HNT Everyone!!!
XO - Jin~notgivinup~sane
posted by Jinsane at 10:02 AM
31 Comments:
Hang in there, kiddo! Every day is a chance for something wonderful to happen!
Os: I do believe that!! That's what keeps me going!! XO
Here's to heart and pride. You've got a fan and friend in me.
I'm so with you on the hope versus despair rollercoaster thing...welcome to the last year of my life! In your case, at least the conflict has made for some very pretty pics! ;o)
HHNT!
HHNT! Glad you still have hope, which really is key.
I go through the same rollercoaster ride. Some days you just want to start over and others you don't want to end. Hang in there. HHNT!
hope is a good thing to have
lovely pics btw
happy HNT
I have those same moments. *sigh*
Hang in there hot stuff.
Beautiful photos!
HappyHNT!
I'm sorry you're feeling so low. The photos are terrific. HHNT.
How about I use that third photo because you are looking up, and things will be looking up again!!!
Happy HNT!
Giving up is not an option is correct.
You stick this out girl. You don't give up.
Happy HNT!!!
Jin.. you are NOT alone... trust me.. Your happy beginning is around the corner.. Keep looking for it! ;) *hugs* HHNT!
I can certainly sense your pain through your writing. I hope you have more and more of the positive moments. And the photos are great. I especially love the third one...the exposed throat is very sexy.
Everyday is a new adventure... Hang in there! HHNT!
You look beautiful in all your photos. We all have those days sometimes it is best to just go to bed get a good nights sleep and hopefully feel better at the light of a new day.
Bridget
Back to look at your pics. So emotive and sensual. Thanks for sharing.
I am with Osbasso...hang in there! You will come out better than you ever thought possible.
dear as alway you look wonderful, a smile would have been nice but i understand, hope you find what you need soon, or you could give me a call, hehehe
Damn right that giving up is not an option!! You look gorgeous, honey. {{{HUG}}} HHNT!
gorgeous photos... you are very pretty, incredibly sexy... Hope the "ups" soon destroy all the "downs" on that coaster you're riding! Good luck :)
~hhnt~
Hang in there ;) Happy HNT!
Oh honey - I've been feeling much the same lately. I thought I was bipolar today. One minute something not great is going on for me and within the next few hours something nice would happen to give me hope.
You are loved and cared for. We need to pull ourselves up and carry on.
you are up Jinsane, come take a looky
i really really liked this post.
HHNT!
keep the faith
There is hope. I've been there.
HHNT!
Im not sure of your state of mind but your state of pics is "frigging sexy"
just like always
Your attitude at the end is great Jin
your gonna win, the good folks always win
Pullin for ya in Fl
js
Just keeping reaching... your depth, honestly, and strength will prevail...
HHNT!
Love is INSANITY. You lose yourself, you have no power over yourself, & you are at your most vulnerable. We are never so defenseless against suffering as when we love, and never so forlornly unhappy as when we have lost it. We are all born for love, as it is the principle of existence. Just remember that when the light has sharply faded & you've lost your way, it's another's love that will guide you. So, convince your ego and your mind that if you want a happy life, love is more important than anything else!
AWESOME!!!
True love will find you in the end
You'll find out just who was your friend
Don't be sad, I know you will,
But dont give up until
True love will find you in the end
This is a promise with a catch
Only if you're looking can it find you
'Cause true love is searching too
But how can it recognize you
Unless you step out into the light?
Don't be sad i know you will
But don't give up until
True love finds you in the end.
sweet tune by Daniel Johnston.
makes sense doesn't it,but its to bad some of us don't believe it at times.
Given all the heart felt responses, I think everyone can relate to how you feel. I hope you have some close friends that you can confide in to help you work through what ever it is that you are going through.
Like everyone else, thank you for sharing. Keep a stiff-upper Schmoopie! :)
Incredibly sexy!!!!!!!!!!!!
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