Thursday, June 28, 2007

Half-Nekkid Thursday - State of Mind Edition

My state of mind differs with every second.

One minute I truly believe that everything is going to be OK.
Five seconds later, I feel overwhelmed with despair.


One minute I truly believe my luck is going to change.
Five seconds later, reality sets in and I realize that I'm just not a lucky person.

One minute I truly believe that I'm cared for and have a "few" good friends.
Five seconds later, I realize that I really am all alone in this world.

One minute I truly feel like giving up.
Five seconds later, my heart & pride take over and I realize that giving up is not an option!!

Today is a new day!!!!
Happy HNT Everyone!!!
XO - Jin~notgivinup~sane

31 Comments:

Blogger Osbasso Opined...

Hang in there, kiddo! Every day is a chance for something wonderful to happen!

June 28, 2007 11:04 AM  
Blogger Jinsane Opined...

Os: I do believe that!! That's what keeps me going!! XO

June 28, 2007 11:17 AM  
Blogger Blissfully Wed Opined...

Here's to heart and pride. You've got a fan and friend in me.

June 28, 2007 11:28 AM  
Blogger m_o_o_nspells Opined...

I'm so with you on the hope versus despair rollercoaster thing...welcome to the last year of my life! In your case, at least the conflict has made for some very pretty pics! ;o)
HHNT!

June 28, 2007 11:37 AM  
Blogger Wiwille Opined...

HHNT! Glad you still have hope, which really is key.

June 28, 2007 11:38 AM  
Blogger TUG Opined...

I go through the same rollercoaster ride. Some days you just want to start over and others you don't want to end. Hang in there. HHNT!

June 28, 2007 11:39 AM  
Blogger oldfashionmomma Opined...

hope is a good thing to have

lovely pics btw

happy HNT

June 28, 2007 11:43 AM  
Blogger Vixen Opined...

I have those same moments. *sigh*

Hang in there hot stuff.

Beautiful photos!

HappyHNT!

June 28, 2007 11:50 AM  
Blogger Lapis Ruber Opined...

I'm sorry you're feeling so low. The photos are terrific. HHNT.

June 28, 2007 11:56 AM  
Blogger tkkerouac Opined...

How about I use that third photo because you are looking up, and things will be looking up again!!!
Happy HNT!

June 28, 2007 12:08 PM  
Blogger A Bronx Tale Opined...

Giving up is not an option is correct.

You stick this out girl. You don't give up.

Happy HNT!!!

June 28, 2007 12:23 PM  
Blogger Shibari Opined...

Jin.. you are NOT alone... trust me.. Your happy beginning is around the corner.. Keep looking for it! ;) *hugs* HHNT!

June 28, 2007 12:56 PM  
Blogger Em Opined...

I can certainly sense your pain through your writing. I hope you have more and more of the positive moments. And the photos are great. I especially love the third one...the exposed throat is very sexy.

June 28, 2007 1:00 PM  
Blogger LushlyMe Opined...

Everyday is a new adventure... Hang in there! HHNT!

June 28, 2007 1:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous Opined...

You look beautiful in all your photos. We all have those days sometimes it is best to just go to bed get a good nights sleep and hopefully feel better at the light of a new day.
Bridget

June 28, 2007 1:42 PM  
Blogger Blissfully Wed Opined...

Back to look at your pics. So emotive and sensual. Thanks for sharing.

June 28, 2007 1:47 PM  
Blogger Flyinfox_SATX Opined...

I am with Osbasso...hang in there! You will come out better than you ever thought possible.

June 28, 2007 2:40 PM  
Blogger eddie Opined...

dear as alway you look wonderful, a smile would have been nice but i understand, hope you find what you need soon, or you could give me a call, hehehe

June 28, 2007 3:08 PM  
Blogger Bunny Opined...

Damn right that giving up is not an option!! You look gorgeous, honey. {{{HUG}}} HHNT!

June 28, 2007 3:57 PM  
Blogger Jericho Opined...

gorgeous photos... you are very pretty, incredibly sexy... Hope the "ups" soon destroy all the "downs" on that coaster you're riding! Good luck :)

~hhnt~

June 28, 2007 5:00 PM  
Blogger Princess PinkLady Opined...

Hang in there ;) Happy HNT!

June 28, 2007 8:00 PM  
Blogger Regal Opined...

Oh honey - I've been feeling much the same lately. I thought I was bipolar today. One minute something not great is going on for me and within the next few hours something nice would happen to give me hope.

You are loved and cared for. We need to pull ourselves up and carry on.

June 28, 2007 8:15 PM  
Blogger tkkerouac Opined...

you are up Jinsane, come take a looky

June 28, 2007 8:40 PM  
Blogger Jason Opined...

i really really liked this post.

HHNT!

keep the faith

June 28, 2007 9:11 PM  
Blogger ~Tim Opined...

There is hope. I've been there.

HHNT!

June 28, 2007 10:45 PM  
Anonymous jsull28fl@yaho Opined...

Im not sure of your state of mind but your state of pics is "frigging sexy"
just like always

Your attitude at the end is great Jin
your gonna win, the good folks always win
Pullin for ya in Fl
js

June 28, 2007 11:47 PM  
Blogger ATLLG Opined...

Just keeping reaching... your depth, honestly, and strength will prevail...

HHNT!

June 29, 2007 7:52 AM  
Blogger A Bronx Tale Opined...

Love is INSANITY. You lose yourself, you have no power over yourself, & you are at your most vulnerable. We are never so defenseless against suffering as when we love, and never so forlornly unhappy as when we have lost it. We are all born for love, as it is the principle of existence. Just remember that when the light has sharply faded & you've lost your way, it's another's love that will guide you. So, convince your ego and your mind that if you want a happy life, love is more important than anything else!

AWESOME!!!

June 29, 2007 11:57 PM  
Blogger A Bronx Tale Opined...

True love will find you in the end
You'll find out just who was your friend
Don't be sad, I know you will,
But dont give up until
True love will find you in the end
This is a promise with a catch
Only if you're looking can it find you
'Cause true love is searching too
But how can it recognize you
Unless you step out into the light?
Don't be sad i know you will
But don't give up until
True love finds you in the end.

sweet tune by Daniel Johnston.

makes sense doesn't it,but its to bad some of us don't believe it at times.

June 30, 2007 12:02 AM  
Blogger Inkedweezel Opined...

Given all the heart felt responses, I think everyone can relate to how you feel. I hope you have some close friends that you can confide in to help you work through what ever it is that you are going through.
Like everyone else, thank you for sharing. Keep a stiff-upper Schmoopie! :)

June 30, 2007 3:27 PM  
Blogger DeepItalianEyes Opined...

Incredibly sexy!!!!!!!!!!!!

July 02, 2007 6:27 PM  

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